The Second Cutting of the Cord: What Actually Happens When You Go Back to Work

Returning to work after parental leave is a deeply emotional transition, marked by complex feelings that are often misunderstood or minimized. Lauren Smith Brody, drawing from her research for "The Fifth Trimester" and personal experiences, illuminates the nuances of this transition, showing it is not only intense but also deeply transformative, both for the parent and those around them.

Guilt as a Social Construct, Not a Personal Failing

Through thousands of interviews and surveys, Brody discovered that almost every returning parent expresses guilt, but the concept means different things to different people. Some feel guilty leaving their child with another caregiver who may not know the baby as intimately; others feel guilty because they enjoy being back at work, connecting with adult colleagues, and rediscovering parts of themselves that thrive in professional settings.

Brody and Becky Kennedy emphasize that guilt often masks deeper, specific issues—such as physical discomfort, lack of time, or unexpected job changes—rather than actual maternal inadequacy. Instead of letting "guilt" be the default explanation, they encourage parents to interrogate what’s really going on beneath the surface and to solve for the specifics. For example, a parent’s guilt might stem from not feeling good in their body post-birth, from fatigue, or from changes at work. These underlying challenges deserve direct attention rather than categorization as a moral failing.

Kennedy digs further into the social roots of guilt, pointing out how enjoying adult conversation at work or actively seeking accommodations prompts parents to question if "good" mothers (or parents) are supposed to feel that way. She challenges this societal expectation, reinforcing that “a good mom” is not defined by complete and uninterrupted focus on the baby, nor by self-denial. It is possible, and even normal, for parents to feel relief and pleasure in their return to work while also deeply loving and missing their child. These feelings are not mutually exclusive; multiple, even conflicting emotions can and do coexist on the "shelf" of life.

Recognizing the Weight of the First Day Back

Transitioning back from parental leave is less about logistical arrangements and more about the profound emotional experience, especially on the first day. Brody describes her first commute back to work as an experience she remembers "cellularly": every step up from the subway felt heavy with emotion, not because she doubted her decision (she was the household breadwinner), but because the shift back felt so momentous. Despite having a relatively generous 12-week leave, returning did not feel natural but rather like a "second cutting of the cord."

Arriving at work, however, brought unexpected relief: air conditioning, freedom to move, water, and welcoming colleagues eased her initial fears about workplace resentment or missed opportunities. Kennedy points out that while parents may generally feel good in their routine, the moments of transition—commutes, switching off from work to home, or vice versa—are particularly challenging and disorienting. The abrupt re-entry from the slow, rhythmically simple world of caring for an infant into the high-speed, high-stimulation world of the workplace can produce a sense of identity fragmentation, requiring intentional emotional adjustment.

This re-entry is a process of reconnecting with lost parts of identity, reestablishing autonomy, and feeling valued outside of parenting. The emotional burden in these moments is not a sign of inadequacy but a reflection of identity shift, one that needs acknowledgment and support.

Managing the Shift in Work Paces

A core challenge for returning parents is moving between the high-intensity, multitasking, and stimulating environment of work and the low-stimulation, presence-driven demands of parenting a baby or toddler. Kennedy calls attention to the discomfort this gap produces, explaining that a body accustomed to constant problem-solving and deadlines will almost "panic" during the slower, quieter moments required by parenting. The brain may misinterpret this as boredom or lack of value.

To make sense of this contrast, Kennedy suggests parents adopt the language of "0.5x Mom Mode"—a deliberate mental shift to a slower, gentler pace, compared to the "2x or 3x" speed at work. Naming and normalizing this transition reduces self-judgment and validates parents who feel less productive or less stimulated in their new routines at home.

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Automating Decisions to Preserve Mental Energy

Lauren Smith Brody and Becky Kennedy emphasize the importance of turning repeat decisions into automated systems to preserve mental energy. Brody recommends looking at common daily tasks—like dinner planning, childcare pickups, and work schedules—and creating predetermined systems. For example, instead of discussing dinner plans every evening during a busy week, decide on a dinner rotation for the week and repeat it. Similarly, rather than texting every day about who will pick up the child from daycare, split the days in advance and stick to the schedule, allowing for exceptions only when necessary.

They highlight the reality of decision fatigue: making too many trivial choices throughout the day drains cognitive resources, leaving little energy for parenting conversations, work, or relationship communication. By systematizing choices for clothing, meals, routines, and logistical arrangements, mental load is reduced and more energy is available for priorities. Brody suggests creating a section in your closet with only clothes you feel good in and that fit, and wearing those on repeat to avoid morning decision fatigue. Streamlining infrastructure in this way frees up mental capacity for what truly matters.

Honoring Success Metrics for Paid and Unpaid Labor

Brody stresses the need to redefine success to capture both paid work and unpaid caregiving, rather than adhering to metrics like minutes worked, emails sent, or tasks completed. She notes that measuring success solely by productivity standards can set up impossible goals, particularly during times of transition. Instead, focusing on meaningful relationship moments, purposeful decisions, and quality caregiving provides a more achievable and affirming sense of accomplishment—such as reading a book to your baby at night.

To support this shift, Brody recommends integrating to-do lists so that tasks from both professional and caregiving spheres are tracked in one place. This approach ensures that all contributions are visible, honors the value of unpaid labor, and offers a holistic view of achievements. Laying one’s head on the pillow each night with recognition of both paid and unpaid contributions helps prevent chronic feelings of failure and supports a more b ...

Understanding Legal Protections and Their Importance For Advocacy

Workplace rights exist to establish enforceable legal standards, not simply to encourage employee requests. Lauren Smith Brody highlights the importance of knowing recent laws like the PUMP Act and the Pregnant Workers Fairness Act. These laws require employer compliance; if an employer does not provide the legally mandated protections, an employee can insist on them as a matter of law. Understanding these rights protects not just the employee, but also helps ensure the employer remains in compliance.

Brody discusses how the Family and Medical Leave Act (FMLA) became law in 1993 after nearly a decade of advocacy. Initially, the proposal was for six months of paid leave, but through a series of compromises, it became the current standard of 12 weeks unpaid. This shows that the 12-week standard is arbitrary and historically accidental, not a necessity or upper limit on support. By knowing the origins and intent of these laws, employees can see legal rights as benchmarks for a collaborative relationship with employers, shifting the conversation from asking for exceptions to ensuring the employer upholds established law.

Requesting Workplace Accommodations By Understanding Their Business Value

Awareness of workplace rights normalizes what employees deserve and helps them frame requests as investments in retention and productivity. Brody notes that any accommodation supporting an employee during a major transition, such as new parenthood, is a small price to pay compared to the ongoing value of retaining and developing talent.

Ramp-up programs, sometimes offered by law or financial firms, allow returning employees to work a reduced schedule at full pay for the first month or two. These are implemented because they make business sense and help retain staff, not out of charity. If such programs are unavailable, Brody suggests employees can propose their own versions—for example, using a week of leave to create four-day weeks or requesting later start times to accommodate essential caregiving routines. These changes improve focus and productivity, benefiting both the employee and the employer.

Moreover, original research by Brody and her colleagues found that every $1 invested by employers in caregiving support yields up to $18.93 in business returns. Understanding this return on investment can embolden employees in their advocacy, reinforcing that such requests strengthen the workforce and the broader economy.

Recognizing Hidden Discrimination That Limits Professional Growth

Hidden forms of discrimination, such as "benevolent discrimination," occur when managers exclude new parents from career-building opportunities, assumi ...

Lauren Smith Brody and Becky Kennedy discuss how transitions like new parenthood can reshape personal and professional identities, and how reframing decision-making and embracing impermanence can reduce anxiety and enrich work and home life.

Shifting From a Single to Multiple Valued Identities

Kennedy notes that she has always seen herself as "Becky who works the latest," tying self-worth and purpose to pushing hardest at work. Brody encourages letting go of a single, dominant professional brand to create space for exploring and claiming other identities, such as "the one who asks the hard questions in meetings," "the most amazing mentor," or "a really good decision maker." Brody suggests shifting your brand to emphasize values or skills rather than sheer hours logged or availability, to actively influence how others perceive you.

This broadening of professional self-identity often coincides with career inflection points, such as moving into management, and is influenced by the demands of new parenthood. Brody observes that parenting sharpens skills like decision-making and efficiency; parents become adept at swiftly assessing priorities, saying intentional "yeses," and moving efficiently between tasks, mirroring the "compression of pivot time" learned from responding to a baby's immediate needs. This efficiency further buttresses the value of coexisting work and parenting identities, allowing each to inform and enhance the other.

Parenting also prompts many to reassess not just their workplace contributions but their overall value, strengthening their capacity to model multiplicity of roles and to show that both career and care identities can and should coexist.

Most Decisions Are Provisional, Not Permanent

Brody emphasizes that most choices—especially around childcare, work, and parenting—are provisional. The rapid evolution of a baby's needs means that today's best decision is often just that: right for today. What worked this week—even major things like childcare arrangements—can and often should be reconsidered as circumstances shift. Recognizing the impermanence of most choices helps reduce the pressure to make the perfect call each time. Instead, parents can remain flexible and confident in their ability to adjust as more information becomes available or as life changes.

This mindset encourages a form of decisional resilience, where a prior decision isn't seen as wrong just because it's later replaced. It was simply right for its moment, allowing parents to adapt without gui ...